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*` my little hideaway
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gees.
been ages since i've blog.
just got out from the hospital today.
was in the hospital for like 5 days.
bored as hell.
i did something stupid on sunday.
and my mom found me.
the cuts was too deep.
so it bled too much.
my mom freaked out.
drove me out and called for help.
and the strangers were nice and helped my mom.
one of them took a wet cloth and pressed onto my wound.
the other stranger called 911.
it was a drama man.
two police car and once ambulance came in the end.
and they brought me to the emergency.
and i was laying there on the bed.
and they started doing lotsa stuff to me.
the poked some stuff into my hand.
and monitored my blood pressure.
at a certain time.
i felt my heart skipped a beat.
and i went to look at my blood pressure on the screen.
and it went down to 72 immediately from 100.
i freaked out.
but i cldnt talk.
cause i couldnt breathe.
and later the doctors started pressing my wound to stop the bleeding.
and STAPLED it.
the doctor asked me not to look.
but i was still screaming at the top of my lungs.
and crying so bad.
cause it hurted.
he stapled like more than one time.
and after stapling.
nurses starting coming to give jabs.
and i was already in so much pain.
and they poke some stuff to put on the drip.
it was a torture.
and after like 6 hours.
i was stabled.
and they transfered me to another hospital.
and i stayed there for like 4 days.
i made some friends there.
i was being watched by the nurses like 24/7 everyday.
and they forced me to take medicines.
but hell no i aint taking any medication.
everyday at 5am in the morning.
the nurse would come into my room to take my blood pressure.
like wth.
and everyday i have jabs.
like two jabs.
one is to calm myself down.
the other is to make me happy.
i would be like laughing at anything man.
it made me looked like some insane person.
but anyways.
after staying away from my mom for like 4 days.
and being "locked up" at that place.
i've thought about a lot.
i've realized my mistake.
and the social workers there helped me a lot.
their advice was really helpful.
now that i'm outta there.
imma start afresh.
like what one of nurses told me.
you only get to be a teenager once.
but ure gonna be an adult for the rest of your life.
so what for fight against your mom.
when you know you're gonna get your freedom one day.
- let bygones be bygones.
9:26 PM
